GOD answers prayers

I would be lying if I told you that GOD doesn't answer prayers, I have watched the life of my lil sister, or someone who is close to me like a sister turn around. I am so very happy for her and her new situation, there were many nights of tears and other things, but at the end of it all she came out on top and that is all that matters. GOD IS TRULY GOOD! And I pray and hope that he continues to bless her in her situation :)

New Perspective

Today I came upon a new perspective to look at a current trial that I have been going through. I originally thought that it was a punishment for just everything bad that I have ever done, but today during prayer I realized how wrong I was. This trial was not a trial of punishment but a trial to help me focus on GOD. Every distraction was removed from my life so that I would be able to see and hear GOD more clearly. I guess the next question is do I? YES, YES, YES, I have talked to GOD more now, than I ever have, I say grace more, I pray more, I thank him more, I read his word, and so much more. These past couple of weeks has been just me and GOD and it is something that I will never forget and don't want to forget. Life is a nothing but a learning lesson and this was one of my greatest learning lessons and will be an ongoing lesson but I'm now able to see the beauty in this lesson. I am no longer a rebel trying to fight against the current called life. I now just embrace wherever the current wants to take me and im okay with that, because I know that GOD will be with me every step of the way. :) I'm getting better and I no longer have to prove it anymore, GOD will do it for me, his light will shine all around me and I will be a living testimony :)

Overcoming

I'm learning to overcome one of my biggest fears and that is being by myself, and that goes outside of just the whole relationship aspect but more to the core of just literally being in a room by myself and being okay. Through much trial and error I am learning to find peace in something that is highly taken for granted. I'm learning about the beauty and joy that is Megan, honestly it's almost like relearning yourself and as crazy as it sounds it is very therapeutic and will benefit me in the long run. So yea just wanted to share that with the world. Love you all and GOD bless

OMG

OMG, the worst thing in the world has happen to me..... I don't k ow how I am going to deal with this, ladies and gentlemen I have a freaking PAPER CUT.... Yes a PAPER CUT, and not one of those regular PAPER CUTS, the one that cuts almost close to the white meat. I mean really out of all the things that could happen to me this happens...... Lol nah but seriously I hope you all are having a bless day, I am just thought I would bring a smile to your face :)

A change is coming :).....

11:19

.......... The numbers speak for itself

Full-Metal Alchemist

LOL, i know this post is random, in comparison to all my other post, trust me I am still grounded in the Lord and participating in my walk with him everyday, I just thought that I would change things up for the moment, besides well I will let you find out for yourself :)........ Anyway i just finish watching both versions of Full-Metal Alchemist, and I have to say that it is truly a good anime. Of course I prefer the Brotherhood version over the regular version, and Im not sure if that is because it stayed more to the manga or if it is just because it was so real. And i mean not real in the sense of people using magic powers, but the relationships, interactions, and life lessons that the elric brothers had to learn. I have honestly found a new perspective on patience, understanding, growing up, responsibities, everything happens for a reason, and you can't play GOD, through this anime. Now of course that is what I got from it, im not sure what others will get from it, but I would suggest that you watch it, i really think that you will enjoy what it has to offer i know i did....

TO BE CONTINUED

Random

I don't really have a topic for this post, and I'm honestly not sure what to say....... I guess all there is to say is Thank you GOD! :)

Thank you GOD

Today as I was walking to the CPU lab I took an alternate route and I came across a gentelmen that was giving out copies of the bible. Even though I already had a copy I decided to take one anyway, I mean you can never have to many bibles. Anyway we sparked up a conversation and during that conversation he told me about philliphians 4:6-7. And man if that didn't speak to my situation, so thank you GOD for that message and I WILL not worry and I will pray about everything for you are already filling me with a peace that is unwavering. :)

GOD is no stranger to pain

Through out the day, I have been trying to keep in constant connection with GOD and during this time, I came to a personal conclusion that GOD is no stranger to pain. I use to think that because, just of the fact that he is a higher being and nothing can hurt him, but then I thought about what Jesus went through and how he was flesh for a short period of time. Jesus felt pain, all kinds of pain from physical to emotional. Pains that you and I go through on an everyday bases, so whatever it is that person is going through GOD can relate, and for some reason that gave me a calming feeling. That I pray to someone and belief to someone who has already gone through it and came out better than before. Of course in no way am I saying that I am anything like Jesus, it just feels good to know that he knows what Im going through

Made it through the night

By the grace of GOD, I made it through the night and I am very thankful. He kept me sane in all of my pain, hurt and confusion. I believe he held me as I fell asleep and I am very thankful for that. Now im just praying to make it through the day and to say focus and to just have faith in all that is going on in my life. GOD has never stop loving me through it all and he will continue to love me, especially in my darkess hour and I am very thankful for that as well. This thing called "life" is something interesting, honestly I have no words to describe it, I just know that it evokes alot of emotions within a person. Emotions that you never knew where there and I will label that as neither good or bad. I'm being taught right now, how HUMAN I am, how WEAK I am, and on any other given day I would say that those were bad things, but there not, because they help me to focus on something greater than myself, GOD. It allows me to see him for who he really is and to see myself for who I really am. Without him I am nothing and I believe that is my lesson, of course I could be wrong, but I think that is the purpose of this test. Not only to build faith and a relationship with him but to understand who he is and what he does for me everyday.

Testimony plz read

This is going to be one of the realest post that I have ever wrote, first of all I would just like to ask GOD to give me the strength to keep having faith and believing because only you can heal my pain and help me through this hard time. GOD I am so sorry for any pain or wrong that I have done to anyone, and the pain I'm going through now I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I honestly pray and hope that GOD removes the pain from everyone because I want you all to be happy. I'm writing this because I want anyone who is going through reading this to know that, things WILL get better, it may not seem like it, but it will, GOD is going to pull you through and he is GOING to bless you like no other. Give GOD all the pain and negativity and let him do a work in you. My friends we have to learn to dance in the rain, I'm serious get drench, GOD will be there every step o the way. He will never leave you or forsake you, you are his child. GOD I'm believing that you are going to make a way out of no way, your going to remove the hurt, and your going yo bless me beyond belief. In my darkess hour I'm going to pray more and believe harder. You are my everything LORD, and you are going yo see me through. So I'm going yo thank you in advance for bringing me out and I hope my testimony touches someone. In Jesus name I pray AMEN

shades

Being left in the dark is not a good feeling but I have been in this place so many times my eyes have adjusted to my surroundings. I don't mean the dark as in some negative bad place buy moreover a place of the unknown or better yet confusion. I know what your thinking, just go find the answer, but the catch is I am not the one who has the answers someone else does and well I will forever be in the dark until they choose to remove the shades from my eyes. So I guess all I can do is be patience and wait... GOD please grant me patience in my unknowing period. Give me the tools that I need to be able to withstand these conditions, please be my light in this darkness... AMEN

Calm waters

Right now I am in the midst of calm waters and it really feels good, school is going good, I've lost a little bit of wait, fixed an issued that I had going on with my hair, I pray A LOT more and that is always good. So yea I am very thankful and grateful for my small acomphlisments. I'm trying to take everything one step at a time and so far so good, I do have moments where I try to get ahead of myself but for the most part I do good. I have recently started kicking it with an old friend who is now like a little sister to me. I am very thankful that GOD placed her in my life because she has really been a light in these dark times an I of course try to return the favor...... I just want to take a moment and thank GOD for not giving up on me and bringing me a LONG way... It's funny because people will try to tell you that it's too soon to see growth but that is not true, because when you have GOD working in you and through you everyday anything can happen and my muster seed is now the size of a golf ball and I plan to continue to nourish it.

Another small step

Yesterday was actually a productive day, I learned that even though i think that my situation is bad, It could be worst off than what it already is. I reunited with an old friend, and Im glad I did, because now she is like a little sis to me. I came up with a very unique story for my creative writing class and just other productive things. I also learned that sometimes you have to grow in solitude, I mean don't get me wrong you need a good support group, but you can be so receptive to everyone's advice because it may just throw you off. Honestly the only advice that I'm trying to hear is GOD's, because he knows what is truly going to benefit me and knows what's best for me.