At then end of the day you just honestly have to look out for you and you alone because people are back stabbers and you can't trust no one. It's cool though just another lesson learned that will never be forgotten

How I'm feeling

Tired of being strong for everyone else, wondering when someone is going to be strong for me

if i were a boy

LOL, I know that there have been many songs made about this particular topic and there will probably be many more songs to come. honestly though if i was a boy, i would be a complete jerk, and i mean that lol. I'm saying i would probably never have that chance again, i might as well, use it to my full advantage and see what it is like being a guy. Guys are able to get away with so much stuff at the end of the day, its like they are genetically gifted at lying and all other types of negative things. Now don't get me wrong there are a handful of good guys out there but they are very rare and then some of the rare ones are being damaged by bad girls.



TO BE CONTINUED.......

The dark knight

lately i have had this new found obession with Batman, im not really sure where it came from or when it happen, but regardless its here now. I've always viewed Batman as the superhero that everyone can relate to, because he does not have any powers, he's just your every day human being. But what makes him different from just any regular joe, is that he has a purpose, and that is to rid the world of BAD GUYS, by any means necessary. I think the thing that i admire about his character most, is his lack of need for human connection. Batman is able to function as a independent unit and yet somehow he is still emotionally satisfied. Maybe it is because his mother and father were never able to fully teach him the value of human contact, because they were taken away from him at an early age.

TO BE CONTINUED.........

Different

I'm not really sure when the change happen but there is something different about me kinda like a disconnect, and I can't explain it at all but I guess my music playlist can speak for me......

LOVE

a sensitive and close topic to me. hmmmm where do i even start.... lol i guess first with the fact that I am just completely made up of love, i mean it is apart of my every being, it is an emotion that i will never be a stranger to, it has been both my friend and my enemy, but at the end of the day it is still apart of me. I view love as a  new born baby, something that has to be handled with care, and i feel that sometimes people don't do that, even myself. Recently i have shifted my love from others to myself and OMG, it is a beautiful thing, to just love yourself and know your worth. To know that there are two people who love me unconditionally, GOD and myself. Its crazy how not to long ago the lack of love almost destroyed me and now the abundance of love is bringing me back to life. The reason why i believe that love is so strong within me, is because GOD is love and that has always been my connection with him. Even when i didn't acknowledge his presence, he has always and will always be apart of me and that my friends is a beautiful thing. So when i love others, that is sort of my way of sharing GOD with them, and not so much in a smothering way ( lol even though i can do that sometimes; sorry), but in a way where i will try to be there for you, whenever you need me, and i will be your shoulder to cry on and other things. now in NO WAY am i saying that I am GOD, never would i say that, but what I am saying is that my love does come from him because he gave it to me. :) so with that said I love you all :)

Been gone for a minute but im back

Yea, so i've been gone for a minute but i'm back, had a lot going on these past couple of weeks, but all that matters is that im able to write this in high spirits with a smile on my face. My goal is just to enjoy life and make both myself and GOD happy, of course GOD first, because in making him happy i will defintely be happy. Life is really short and you just never know what tomorrow may bring, so don't let others stress you and even though its hard try not to worry over things that you can't control. Love to the fullest and laugh and smile every chance you get, i wish you all blessing and that GOD watch over you and take care of you love ya