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so as im sitting here thinking ive come to the conclusion that I am a fickle person because I don't receive the little things in life. Like everyone is so focus on the big things that they remove the value from the little things. Whatever happen to a person taking the time out to write you a letter and truly expressing themselves to you, no people hide behind text messages and facebook.

Thinking.....

So lately through my many combos and interactions with people the concept of " no one wants to be alone" has been introduced. I agree with this concept 110% but the funny thing is that the actions of myself and others speak otherwise. Some claim, that they have a fear of frying hurt, some claim that remaining with one person gets boring after a while, some claim that they haven't found " the one " yet, whatever the case may be, there is always a reason for why a particular person is single. Lol its funny because as I'm writing this, Alicia Key's Unthinkable is blasting in the background.

Forgiveness

Today, I learned that you have to let go of pain, because in the end all it will do is eat at you and possibily destroy whatever goodness is left in you. So with that said, i forgive anyone who has ever hurt me or done wrong to me

hiatus mode

catch back up with you guys 2011, be good and stay out of trouble :)

Venting

Whew..... This has been an interesting couple of weeks, moments of which I both love to relive and forget. Today I realized that their is something that I need to pray long and hard about.. And I hope that my prayers honestly reach this person because they mean a lot to me, even if I don't mean the same to them.

When keeping it real goes wrong

Omg is the only appropriate way to start off this blog. Is there a such thing as keeping it too real...... I'm still on the fence when it comes to this topic. Recently ibfound out some things and it has caused me to just question a lot of things and people. I hate the unknown and not being sure of things, sigh..... I'm so ready for this season to either be over or at least a lot clearer.......



TO BE CONTINUED

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lol, i really need to learn to keep up with this, I am mad lazy, but it is all good, at the end of the day, because i doubt that anyone really takes the time to read this. So life has been good for the most part and that is all that a person can really ask for. God is truly blessing and watching over me everyday, and I am very thankful for it. I love my family with all my heart and wouldn't change any of them for the world, well execpt for one person and they shall remain nameless. School is the same, but I got accepted into two nursing programs, so I am very excited about that and can't wait to see where life is going to take me. I am very thankful for everything that I have and everything that comes my way. This blog is just to give you a brief overview of my life and recent events I will probably come back to this later and update it, at my convience, until then deuces.