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so today out of the blue i came up with the idea of " if i can't be with you, where would i be happy without you", and i know that is interesting on so many levels and honestly i can't even tell you where that came from, but what i can say, is i did figure out the answer to the second half. So with that said, i'm trying to put A LOT of things in motion so that i can get to this particular place :), lol my family always told me i was like water, i go where ever the current takes me. I'm recently learning that you must truly value something while you have it, because when its gone, there's no telling if you will ever get it back again. Will I get back what i lost? (yes), Will i get it back right now? ( probably not). lol that is just the way the cookie crumbles. i can't believe that graduation is so close around  the corner, yea, a start to a new chapter. :)