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It's crazy as much as I claim I want to sleep in, my biological clock always seems to wake me up around 6:45 or 7:30. And i'm one of those types of people, once i'm up, i'm up. My goal for the end of this year is to try and get rid of my procrastination, or at least cut it down. Lol I remember when I use to call myself a motivated procrastinator, I know that sounds like it doesn't go together, but let it marinate for a second and I believe that you will figure it out. Anyway, so far I have been pretty good, with setting aside time everyday to give to the LORD. Because my schedule is so hectic its not the same time everyday but, no matter the hour, I try to give him, his alone or one or one time. I'm believing that the more I do this, the better my relationship with the Lord will grow. Even in these couple of days I am noticing a change in my prayers, I use to pray to ask for things and I still do, but not as much, now I more so try to give thanks, and try to just talk to him, and my prayers are now more focus on ME and not OTHERS. Don't get me wrong I still pray for my family, friends and loved ones, its just that is the point of this whole process, for ME to build a better relationship with him, so I have to attune the prayers to my spiritual needs. I also try to tell GOD I love him everyday, it's crazy, i remember someone telling me that people say that they love GOD, but they have never really said it aloud to themselves, its more of an inner thought, which is not bad by all means, but it is also good to say it out loud. so with that, I LOVE YOU GOD and i plan on showing you more of that love everyday :)