Today has been both a good and somewhat not so good day. Not so good because I had a really bad nightmare which I will explain in a few, and not so go also because the feeling of loneliness came over my spirit. I'm so slowly but surely becoming stronger against it, it's just sometimes I have my moment but I keep reminding myself that GOD is with me, and the more I get to know him better, the closer he will come and then I won't feel lonely ever again. Now.... In reference to my dream, I'm not even sure where it came from because I feel asleep watching family guy. Anyway in my dream, the world was coming to an end and it was being destroyed by fire. Had I wrote this entry earlier I would have been able to tell you my dream in great detail, but I will try to hit the man things that happen. One of the images that is ingrained in my mind is the vision of the planes falling out of the sky as if they were raindrops destroying everything in it's path. I was in the car with my mother, brother and nephew. Crazy enough everyone was scared but my nephew for some reason, I picked him up and put him in my lap and I folded my hands over his and he and I began to recite the Lords prayer. After we said the Lords prayer, the sun exploded and everyone was burned alive. The scary thing is I could feel the heat when I woke up as if it really happened. I don't know what to make of that dream..... On to the good side of my day, I started taking this fat burner pills and I can really feel them working, maybe a little too much lol, also I bought myself a tv stand for my 32 inch tv. It's been a minute since I have spent money in myself so it felt good.